Ling came to find me this morning ( :
I thought what happen...
She just want to return me back my stuff:D
Haha(:
Have lunch at hougang mall with her :)
Camwhore&Bitching around=]
Heart to heart talk session with her as well( :
Love you Girl!:D
Ling, i will never break the promise i gave you!<3
BFF!<3
Sat down and think..
We are no longer that close anymore.Things happening too fast.
Is really toooo fast.....
Until i don't know what to say.
We are once a close friend,
But, it seems that we are drifting far apart now.
From friends become enemies and now strangers.
Maybe the problem lies with me?
But, still i want to thank you for giving me such a GREAT time with you.
But, i will never forget you this friend.
Perhaps, you have long forgotten me...
Off today ( :
Happy Birthday Zheng jie!:D
Went on a trip to science centre( :
:D
Had dinner with N at swensen : )
Love you Girl[:
Ling..it pains me to see you like this. I know you feel hurt this time round but, what can you do? He just don't get what you mean. He just can't make it from what you want. He is just good at making you upset. I understand how you feel.. Trust me, I guess there is only you can tolerate your boyfriend for 1 YEAR! OH my god! If you really can't stand any longer, just break up. But you must think carefully is that what you want? I am just telling you, maybe break up will be a good choice. Is not the first time he makes you upset. I really don't know what's the problem with him. Just 1 word to describe him Selfish! He break up your friendship with another guy just because you talk to him??Now you can't befriend with him anymore.He can take pictures with girls, talk to them or whatever shit! AND YOU CANT?! Is just unfair do you know? I know you love him very much, i can see. But seriously he just don't deserve a girl like you. Think carefully what i told you. I will support any decision you made. Cheer up Girl!<3
Meet up nicoleen and kimberly to go to work together.
Start work at 7am.
Stand for 14 and the half hour on wednesday and stand for 13 hours today.
Blister on my foot, freaking pain.
Work together with mervin,junkiat.zhiqing,huiqing,bryan and collice.
Loves you all!<3
We had loads of fun right girls?
:D
Friends Forever!<3>
I swear i will make it!
Today is the day that i bake a cake myself. Ever in my life i have not try to bake one.
As i turns out to be not Perfect. But i will never give up.
Wait for my good news girl!( :
Finally, I say out what am i thinking.
Anyway, i have got the answer.
No point guessing.Receive E's message this morning at 7:42am.
Sweetheart, the message really cheers me up alot.
Million Thanks!
Somethings,you will never know forever.
Bought a slice of cake for ling today(:
As i promise her to give her a unforgettable birthday party,
But, I did'nt make it due to N-level.
She didn't blame me( :
Ling, I really love the present you gave it to me.
Haha, lie to me that you want buy something for your boy and ask me to come along.
In the end, the things that you buy is for me( :
You really give me lots of suprise!:D
I really thank God for giving me a wonderful Gift that is you(:
I will treasure you as how much i treasure my family!:)
You are a great friend that i am very sure that i cannot find another one like you( :
Like what you said,
We laugh over little things but never quarrel over big things(:
Best Friend Forever!<3
looking forward to our next outing.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
I LOVE YOU DADDY!
I am glad that i am a wonderful and caring daddy.
Although sometimes i might be rude towards you but you know i still love you right, daddy.
(:
Nothing can change the facts!
WE LOVE YOU!<3
FRIENDSHIP MAY NOT BE IMPORTANT TO SOME OF YOU
BUT,
Friendship is important to me,
Because FRIENDSHIP is part of my life.
I'm so lucky i have a friend like you,
you always make things easy,
whatever happen, i know i have got you by my side.
you won't give me the what-so-ever attitude and are willing to go the extra miles to help me and get what i need.
All that crazy things we have done really do etched in my mind.
Its stupid sometimes.but funny.
We could even chat about the things that happen long ago,
We will never fail to laugh.
I really appreciate all your doings.
Nobody is an isolated island,
Before, i believed this sentence,
Because people as a result, need friends.
Our friendship is the one that i wont exchange anything for.
I will always treasure this friendship without the counting the days we have been apart.
Or the difference we share,
You will always be my one and only special.
This post is specially for you.
True friends are hard to find, but i am glad that i have got you.
I will always remember what you have told me that night,
Not everyone you can treat them the best,
Because, you will never know when is the day you found out they are just using me.
有些朋友你能对他们真心,
但不是全部能记得你的好.
After many things that i have encounter in my life,
I realised that Friends is all i need.
Life means alot.
Money,relationship&friends.
But i always trust a sentence,
金钱是买不到真正的友情.
Is TRUE that friends can help you in many ways,
They encourage you
But they cant solve your problems but only add on.
You are the only one that can leap through to another path,
In life,there are full of ups and downs.
So might as well treat it as a memories,
A lesson for my life.
Happy 16th Birthday Elaine!
I Love You Babe!
Time flies! I remember i celebrated your 15th birthday like that last year too!
The present i gave it to you is no one can replace it at all.
My dearest ling,thanks for everything throughout this soon to be 8 years of friendship.
we know each other for half of our life!( :
Wenli loves Elaine FOREVER!
( :
Yes, i am truly blessed to have you girl-my bestfriend/girlfriend/listeners/adviser/future bride maid!
I love you girl soooo much& we are definitely more than just bestfriend, we're like a family.
(:
I love you girl&you have become a part of my life.
(:
I can't wait for the next outing with you[:
I've learn to cherish those things around me.
I can't afford to lose anyone of you now.
Million thanks!<3
I guess is time for me to give up.
Elaine reach my house at 10 plus.
Had lunch with family,
Off to TTSH.
Thanks honey for accommapny to the hospital.
ILY!(:
Had a wonderful time with friends!
Night riding is super uper fun:D
We cycle from east coast park to changi village yeah.
Reach at about 3 plus in the morning.
Outing with E!(:
Tanjong pagar,Amoy street, Dhobyghaut,National Museum,Art Museum& Home.
:)
Ready for the photo spam?
I love you Honey TTM!:)
Can't wait for the next outing with you.
Enjoyable day with ling!:D
Never fail to make me smile:)
Goodluck for your D&T paper on monday:)
I believe you can do it[:
Can't wait for tuesday!
N'levels Over.
Next will be class chalet and Miss Mai House on saturday:)
Elaine's birthday will be in 21 days time.
Brainstorming!
I am giving you a unforgettable celebration:)
Ling, bear with it just 2 more days you can relax.
Plan to go out with you for the entire week( :
Let's have fun babe:D
ILY!
Times files.
4 years of life in NCHS have come to an end.
I am really upset and i can't bear to leave my beloved friends.
I cherish every moments we are together.
I miss you guys and not forgetting our Dearest Teachers.
Let's mug hard for N-Levels!
Girlfriends change my life.
we cry together.
we gossips&bitch around together.
we laugh together.
we cheer one another up.
we suprise one another.
we do crazy things together.
we do sweet things &one things together.
They are just part of my life, like my family:)
The taste of friendship can never be sweet as this:)
I just want them to know i will always be here for them.
Stress up!
exams exams and exams!!
how i wish the pace of life could slow down..
4 more days to N lvls.
I really feel like giving up...
I finally realise things come and go..
I'm tired of studying,of life,of thinking,of everything..
I hope someone could just take me away.anywhere.where i can lead a least stressful life.relax.
I'm sorry for everything.
I am just too tired.
I am fucking Stress.
I can't put all my trust on you, or rather to be say i can't trust myself totally at all.
There are lots of things you just don't understand.
I dunno what else i could do..
I'm tired,i'm lost..
I don't know when will i stop holding onto these things..
I don't know when will i stop pretending i didn't see anything...
I don't know when will all these
STOP!Pls dun blame me if i wanna be alone...Dun blame me for what i have done..
Because somethings you did is really hurtful.
Everything never seems to change.
I have never thought that such things happen on me.Is too sudden, i can't accept the facts.
I am starting to dislike life now.
Wish that time could turn back to where it just begins.
innocent,happy,stress less.
unlike now,things are getting more complicated.
everything seems so fake.
hypocrites,backstabbers,liars.
why must they live with a mask on?
pretending every time.
one moment this and the other,that.can`t they just live their own life?
get out of anything that doesn`t concern them?
come on,get a life!
don`t keep criticising people when you`re no better.
Put yourself in my shoes. You will know how i feel now.
:'( :'( :'(
Heartbroken.
Tell me what should i do now.
Liyue,
有些事情过去了就是过去了。
即使再复合，他未必会对你有感觉。心不在又何苦委屈他在身旁呢？
一年八个月的恋情，所有的欢笑，泪水，怀疑和不可告人的秘密，我了解。
要你把它完完全全的忘记，放弃，或许会很难，或许很不舍得，或许需要很多勇气。
但太多爱，太多泪，不该这样浪费！
他不值得你犹豫，不值得你哭，不值得你的一切。
收拾好你的心情，让一切变成回忆，随着时间的前进，慢慢的模糊掉，渐渐的，忘记掉。
这一段爱情虽短短一年八个月，但对你来说却刻骨铭心。
你说了几千次算了，却又想像可能会复合。
可是，有时候，对有些事，防守时唯一的方法.
把手放了，你会比较快了。
时间不会为谁而停下。
Girl, don't sad alright?
Every time you look at your phone waiting for his sms you face will turn to be upset.
What for?
Don't believe what he say anymore.
i know you have tried very very hard to restore this relationship.
But sometimes,
Just let it go...
Ling, I'm sorry.
Perhaps i have make you disappointed.
But you got to believe me,I won't do such things.
I promise you.
You trust me the most, i won't do things that make you upset.
Frankly speaking, I never knew how important you are to me.
All along we a Best of Friends cum sisters in everyone eyes.
Until the sms you send it to me,
I thought i was going lose you this friend.
I am really really afraid.
Our friendship is the one that i won't exchange anything for.
I`ll always treasure our friendship without counting the days we have been apart.
Or the difference we share.
For in my heart,
You`ll always be my one and only special .
I know you trust me.
But i want you to know,
You really mean alot to me.
My life is whole because you are in it.
Don't worry i promise you i will handle this situation properly.
不管好的，坏的，对的，错的，
如果我不说，一个眼神你就懂。
I really got a shock today.
Liyue cried badly in front of me.
I don't know what to do or rather how should i face such situation.
This is the first time i seen her crying for a guy, this shows that she really loves him alot.
I know you are tired about everything.
I know you are giving yourself and him another chance.
But have you think of who made the first decision?
You can't blame him for not making up his mind by now.
Even if is me i will have the same thought as him.
But what i really hates is he can't even think who he really loves by now?!
Just say things clear with him, or else you will never get on with your life.
You will only cling on all this problem.
What i can only tell you is stop thinking of the past.
Life have to goes on.
You know what? Actions speaks louder than words.
Show it to him you can lead a happier life w/o him.
I know how you feel right now.
Being a substitute?
Being a fool?
I really don't wish to see you crying over such things.
DO you really think is worth it?
You have much more things to think about.
Come on?You can do it.
I believe you can get over it soon.
Remember this,
You still have us,
Your precious mummy and your sister Liqian will be here for you.
把手放了，也许会比较快乐, 也许不用再撑。
爱情没有对与错，
只有适合不适合。
I remember this is what my ling told me,
I will now tell you.
Listen Up!:D
有一种拥有叫做放手。
每一件事都没有一定。
没有谁爱谁不可。
有些事不需要永远，属于你的，就一定会属于你。
不要伤心了。
Remember what you promise me.
Me without you.Time flies, is 2 months that i have been living without you.Although, is real tough the first few months. I can never forgot how you wrote in the message.
Honestly speaking, you may not think is hurtful but to me is like knife Stepping through my heart.2 July you send the message to me at 16:41, until today i can still clearly think of it.
I'm wondering are you really that cruel? I keep telling myself perhaps you made this decision because you have your own reason.
I remember clearly the last sentence was Stop contacting each other.Well, if that's the case i respect your decision and i wont bother you anymore.
As time passes by, i realised that the image of you in my mind is fading away. I don't know whether is a good/bad thing. But i have to admit that is really hard to let go. I have to face the reality that you will never be mine again.
Until today, i notice that i have waste too much time the past few months.
What for am i waiting for a guy that will never be mine?Foolish me. Life have to goes on. I live for myself and not for others. Just hope that you are leading a peaceful life now.
Anyway, i really appreciate my friends that are by my side all this while :D
Love you guys.
Liyue,this is not the liyue i know.Where is your happy-go-lucky style?:D Don't dwell on those things anymore. Looking at you today really makes me very upset. I wonder why have you become like this?Think about what i have told you today. Believe in yourself as well as i put all my hope on you. Hope to see the cheerful liyue back to normal self ( : LIYUE!YOU CAN DO IT
